fuck glaxo

"The antidepressant Seroxat has been linked to an increase in suicide attempts among adults. Researchers suggest that patients and doctors should be warned of the propensity to suicidal thoughts while on the drug." (link)

these fucking murdering motherfuckers. remember when i 'mocked' them years ago when they said 'it might be bad for kids'? and remember then they said 'it might be bad for people up to the age of 30'? and now the spin is "while on the drug" - well fuck you mr glaxo. and fuck you for your fucking lies. and fuck you for killing lots of kids - and fuck you for killing lots of adults. and for those you didnt kill, fuck you for fucking up their lives, and fuck you for those that you didnt kill for putting them through hell. and after you had all the fucking data - before the drugs were released - and you fucking hid it - you willingly, knowingly, traded bodies for dollars - and i fucking hate you for it.

and in your fucking *marketing* you said 'if you feel bad, dont worry, you'll get better eventually' - but i dont think you believed it. and then you said 'its only dangerous for kids' - but you knew that wasnt true. and then you said 'well - up to the age of 30 it might be dangerous' - but you knew it wasnt fucking so. and all along your solution to 'it isnt working, and im going crazy' was 'just take more' - and i fucking hate you. and now you say it might be dangerous "while on the drug" - you fucking evil bastards. i know that you know thats not true.

just as cindy sheehan wants to meet the president to look him in the eye and ask what its all about - i wanna come visit you mr glaxo - maybe i should come camp in the gutter near your home you evil mother fucker. and no, it doesnt just affect teenagers. or those under 30, and it its fucking not only "while on the drug" - your latest evil fucking spin. the spinning has become a fucking habit - or a survival strategy - probably a combination - but lies all the same. murderous lies. and i fucking hate you for the lies. and then you fucking try to hide behind the argument that you also "do good" - then why the fuck do u lie about the risks and the costs? if u believe theres a net benefit - then lay it all out. the minute u dont do that, then you are comlicit in murder - i hope you get your ass vioxxed. and let me tell you, from my perspective, its a lot worse than that - it seems theres something worse than dropping dead, unannounced, and thats driving people to suicide. and the vioxx takers who nearly died but didnt, are a lot better off than the ssri customers who nearly suicided, but havent yet. theres something worse in being on the edge of suicide for years than being on the edge of a heart attack and not knowing it.

if you dont know that you are maybe about to have a heart attack, then you can still have a relationship. if you dont know that you are maybe about to have a heart attack, then you can still have a job. if you dont know that you are maybe about to have a heart attack, then you can still talk to your friends. if you are on the ssri-induced verge of suicide, then all that shit goes out the window. friends, family, job, future, lovers. and no, you cant just turn it back on. when you are on the edge of suicide for years - trying to get through the period when 'you just need more/stronger ssris' and 'you just need to get through the rough initial period' which goes on for years - well fuck you mr glaxo - and your friends.

and i wont let this 'while youre on the drugs' nonsense stick - i went clean on xmas day 20 months ago - and i still dont function properly

theres one thing i can categorically say - if it wasnt for ssris, wotisitgood4.blogspot.com wouldnt be what it is. fuck glaxo.